Moody, Sad, Angry
Posted by Farukh Bashir | Posted in Uncategorized | Posted on 14-11-2007
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Bright light shining through the window, cool breezy wind beautiful sky and happy people everywhere sounds like a perfect day but not for me.
I don’t know but nothing about today feels good, its one of those days when you wake up in morning and it makes you question everything around you. The food looses its taste, colors are dull, dont feel like meeting anyone or talking to anyone.
I hate feeling like this but there is nothing i can do to make it better. I am not even sure what is making me sad, why am i angry.. Just filled with too much hatred today in regards to everything and i am the person who is always smiling and find humor in everything but not today. Talkative, smiling, having fun defines me but what happened today…
I feel lonely, angry and in a really bad mood, none of which i know the reason of. Just feel very heavy hearted. I want to be out and with friends but at the same time i dont want to be with anyone. Didnt talk to my girlfriend properly, didnt talk to my parents, didnt talk properly to anyone just been on my own and thinking about everything.
Mood will change all of a sudden for no reason to being happy and nice it usually is something that when it happens after that you feel really good. cant wait for it to happen else ill only be in better mood after i wake up
. the sad part you dont know what it is, you cant do anything to make it happen, it just happens and you suddenly are full of life and cant stop smiling…Hope it happens soon.
*Picture taken from Jedski over at deviantart. Linky




